“MAN can become a God anytime,
He can be a philanthropist by accepting charitable
And can accord his physique and organs like a assistant tree
He can cook like a afire candle which gives light”
This is the a lot of favourite song of Dr Surendar, the analyst cum healer. Though he was absolutely qualified, he admired to serve his built-in humans and so started his convenance in his rural centre. He was absolutely accepted as a analytic healer who acclimated assorted methods including admiration God Hanuman to cure his patients for a baby fee. Even again the acknowledgment from villagers was alone lukewarm.
Being a bachelor, he acclimated to absorb his additional time alert to music in his cabin. That day aswell he was alert to this song agilely played in his DVD and was cat-and-mouse for the accommodating who had anchored an appointment.
His assistant interfered to acquaint the accession of a thirty year old person.
Doctor switched off the DVD and asked, “Yes sir, what is the matter?”
The company appeared afraid to talk, again he asked in whispering voice, “Sir, Dr Surendar?”
“Yes, it’s me” Dr replied.
“Sir, are you an exorcist?”
“No sir, I am recognised as a healer, healer of cerebral disorders”
The company was searching about in panic. “But I heard that you are an archimage too”, he added.
Doctor told him, “Don’t anguish about who I am. You can proceed”
“Sir, amuse about-face off the CCTV cameras”
“Okay” He switched off the CCTV and again switched on the band recorder absorbed to the DVD. He anticipation that the company did not apprehension it.
“Sir, don’t do it, amuse about-face of the band recorder also”
“Oh, yes” the doctor anon obeyed.
“Sir, is the allowance complete proof?” he added asked.
“Yes, amuse proceed”.
After accepting the psychiatrist’s approval, he started abode his problem.
“Sir, my name is Gopal.
I was built-in in an aloof family. My ancestor was General Manager of a Government endemic bank. My mother was administrator in a accounted University. I was their alone son. They never paid any absorption to me. That is why I was a absolutely besmirched child.
“I don’t apperceive from which age I started accomplishing this. I was absorbed in sex from my adolescence onwards. I took amusement in watching the abstruse locations of girls, affecting them afterwards their knowledge, sometimes kissing them too”
“At which age, it started?” doctor asked.
“I can acquaint that it ability be from the age of nine”
“That is not an avant-garde age, neither adolescence too”
“Yes sir. I was clumsy to realise what was blow to me inside. I acclimated to beam at them with afraid eyes”
“It is alright. There is annihilation abounding aberrant in it”
“No Sir, there is something abnormal”
“What is that?”
“The women I stared included my mother also”
“What?” the doctor was visibly shocked.
“My mother, while demography ablution acclimated to alarm me and appeal me to advice her in accepting the towel, soap box etc. Afterwards apprehension the help, I would not appear out. I would accumulate on watching her. She never took it seriously. While I was watching, she acclimated to appear out of the ablution tub and change dress
One night a actual austere affair happened. We three acclimated to beddy-bye in the aforementioned bed room”
“Is it, you didn’t accept abstracted bed room?”
“We had two bed rooms. But in our allotment of the country, accouchement acclimated to beddy-bye in the aforementioned allowance with parents afterwards commutual my studies in the added room. Normally I blooper into abysmal beddy-bye aural 5 account afterwards lying down in the bed.
That day, I woke up at 12.30 and I was abashed by the arena I watched.
Their cot was afar from abundance by a few yards. The blow was acutely arresting to me. I was afraid to see them accepting sex. It lasted for about 20 minutes. Again they went to ablution room, done themselves and started sleeping.
But I did not get sleep. Whole night I was hawkeye cerebration of the blow which happened.
From next day onwards, I was anxiously cat-and-mouse for accepting sex with some girl. Accepting built-in in an blueblood ancestors it was not a botheration for me. I tasted several girls, married, unmarried, widows and all.”
“What you say is not an aberrant thing, it is absolutely accepted a part of avant-garde youth”, doctor interfered.
“Sir, amuse acquiesce me to complete. I accept not told you the capital problem.
It went on for about ten or twelve years.
At this avant-garde computer age, Internet was advantageous to me. From the about-face of this century. I chose several accounts and became acquaintance alone with bachelor girls. I spent lot of money for this purpose.”
“What happened to your parents?”
Both died in a car blow while traveling to Mumbai to appear a wedding. I affiliated huge wealth. Afterwards I spent money in a asinine abode alone for sex
“It was alone during that period, I came above ‘her’ mail id through face book. I beatific her a acquaintance request. I got a absolute acknowledgment aural an hour. Again accepted things like barter of greetings, photos followed. I came to apperceive that she was active in Bangalore. I got her abode and went there. I amid her in a temple.
I intercepted her and asked,’hey, you don’t recognise me?’
She was abashed and told, ‘Sorry, who are you?’
“What is this Shyamala? I am your acquaintance Gopal”
Then I anecdotal my Facebook postings to her and she recognised me.
She was from a average chic ancestors and with abounding beauty. I came to apperceive that she was a actual innocent babe and had chats with me out of curiosity. That added my appetite for her. If I bidding my ambition she was taken aback. I met her several times and she became panicky.
On that acute day, I met her in the bounded railway station. She was cat-and-mouse to lath a bounded alternation to ability her office. It was wee hours of the morning, the black had not absolutely larboard and there was blood-warm crowd. Especially we were continuing in a bend area it was appealing dark.
I insisted on her to appear to a 5 brilliant auberge that night. She abreast me that she was to get affiliated next anniversary and capital me to leave her. If I approached her she was about to scream. On seeing that a alternation was fast abutting I pushed her down on the rails. The affective alternation was entering the belvedere and ashamed her physique above recognition. I artlessly airish as a commuter and got into the aforementioned train.”
The doctor was shocked. “So, you committed a annihilation also. What did the badge do?”
“There was no attestant for my blame her because it was wee hours and there was no CCTV camera. They assured it as suicide. ‘The academy girl, afraid of proposed alliance committed suicide’-this was how they bankrupt the case and was the bi-weekly account also.”
“Now, what do you wish me to do?” doctor asked.
“Doctor, I am abiding that I am bedeviled by the angry spirit”
“Evil spirit of Syamala only. If I lie down for sleep, her face is zoomed just afore my eyes. Her beam is aural alone for me. While in beddy-bye somebody knives me and I deathwatch up in terror. That spirit consistently follows me. While demography bath, walking, even if I was seeing files the devilish face comes afore me and I am horrified.
“Doctor, you will not believe, one day I was counting bill in a bank. Suddenly she appeared on the apparent of bill with a devilish laugh. I threw all the bill agenda and they were advance all over the coffer floor. I am clumsy to attending at the aliment which I eat, because I see her face and bags of worms in it.”
“For how continued does this happen?”
“Two years Sir, I accept not taken able aliment and accept not slept for the accomplished two years. Finally one my abutting acquaintance abreast me that you are a Hanuman adherent and you bewitch the angry alcohol by praying Him. He aswell brash me that I should acknowledge aggregate to you and appropriately I accept told you aggregate afterwards ambuscade anything. Kindly cure me Sir. I shall pay whatever bulk you demand.”
Doctor was in abysmal anticipation for a few minutes. Again he came to a decision. He asked Gopal,
“Please kneel afore Lord Hanuman”, he showed the three anxiety Hanuman idol kept behind.
Gopal obeyed his orders.
“Close your eyes”
He deeply bankrupt his eyes.
After a few minutes, doctor ordered him to accessible the eyes.
When he opened his eyes, he saw a abhorrent sight.
Doctor was in a saffron uniform. Holy kumkum was advance all over his body, forehead to feet. He was accepting a continued knife which is acclimated to cede animals. His physique was algidity in top tension.
“You blood-soaked fellow, you wish me to cure you. You are an animal. You did not apperceive the aberration amid a Mother and a maiden. You accept besmirched dozens of girls. You accept dead a adolescent adult who was accepting dreams of aboriginal marriage. You are unfit to live. That is why Lord Hanuman brought you here. You blood-soaked fellow, die and go to hell”
So saying, he cut his close from foreground forcefully. The force was so abundant that the arch fell on the floor.
He placed the knife in the bankrupt easily of Gopal.
Then he opened his clandestine drawer.
He took the photograph of a admirable babe lying there.
“Oh Shyamala, I was cerebration that you committed suicide. I was aswell cerebration that you did not like me. Alone today, I accept appear to apperceive that this blood-soaked adolescent murdered my fiancee. And I accept avenged your murder, Oh my baby Shyamala!”
“Man can become God anytime” was the song he was alert to. Nay.
Sometimes even the acceptable man becomes a Devil because of the angry access of a bad person.
He sobbed for a while and went out to acknowledge the ‘suicide’ of an bedeviled maniac.